Today Camille and i danced in the Kitchen while we were waiting for the cupcakes to get done baking. She knows the song by REBA MCENTIRE - Turn on the radio :) we danced to that and danced to Shania Twain - Any Man of mine :P Good times. we also read this book Skippyjonjones its a really cute book, its actually a series. its about a Siamese Cat whom thinks he is a Chihuahua. We found out about these books from my sister Melissa Hayashi while we stayed with her in Utah for a couple months.
after all that fun.. jon came home and did some homework, i was still cleaning up from baking, my back hurting like heck..and he is like IM HUNGRY. so i said what would you like to eat, then i was like OMG i seriously feel like a HOUSE WIFE right now, because I was trying to listen to him , and at the same time Camille was being rambunctious and he just laughed lol it was kind of funny, but by the time i finished cooking and cleaning, i was starting to feel tired. i was looking at the classifieds and i became to feel really down, because im not really Qualified for alot and it really sucks. i apply to them anyways just for the chance of learning something know ya know.
I start to get discouraged i guess and i just dont know what to do. I am home 24/7 with camille, Jon is at Work, School and then playing his games, ( granted he hasnt played them since we got back together and not even close the the amount he did before ) im home with camille all day and when everyone is home i try my best to make everyone happy, no job means less money for my family, no car to take camille out side of this neighborhood or anyplace, living at my DAD'S house.. well thats kind of self explanatory . it just kind of over whelming sometimes, i just need a little time for my self. i just get to the point every now and then that i should just stay in bed all day because i am not good at anything. ive been trying to keep my self busy, i just dont know how to pull my self out. but ill get there some day where i have the energy, and just know what i need and want to do. it just kind of sucks right now, and i m doing my best to get through it.
BUT here are some photos of my cupcakes.. they were supposed to be Chocolate Graham Cracker cupcakes with Toasted Marshmallow but something went wrong with the Cupcake part i was really disappointed. i followed the directions correctly, i'm too embarrassed to put the photos up of those.. so i made a different batch :)
these are White Mocha Cupcakes with Toasted Marshmallow.
( I am very proud of the Marshmallow part i finally got it to stiffen up and glossy, i could never get it to do that when i made Lemon Meringue Pie.. so now i know how.. it just takes more patience lol)
No comments:
Post a Comment