ahhhhh, i m losing my voice! lol. so my boyfriend is sitting right next to me while i am writing this so it makes it kind of funny to do so. making me nervous lol just kidding, i am totally open with him :) well now he moved to sit on the floor.. ahh i love him! 

the past couple days i havent really been my self. been kind of down and hating my self for it. I have like no life besides my daughter and jon. ugh. i really want a job, i need a car, i really want to go back to school.. its just all taking to long to get where i want to be. I am so proud of Jonathan i see him growing and progressing through his life, but i am just sitting here with nothing. i seriously would rather work then do nothing all day. it kind of brings me down a little. i am thankful for who i have in my life and what i have, i just would like things to come into place for once. i need to get the motivation to do something to make my self proud of my life ya know? i am defiantly at a stand still and theres only so much time of standing still i can take ugh. but anyways....

I havent Baked in a couple days i will have to plan some treats to make tomorrow. but i have taken some photos  and here they are :) 

my daughter doing summer sults :) thought it was too cute because she thought it was funny that i was like peek a boo!

 This was so funny it made me laugh so hard hahah. she was jumping on my bed.

 out side playing with grandmas wind chime it was pretty windy out today. but she looked cute.

 aw i love her so much, she was making faces and putting her arms on her hips while looking into the mirror that was on the wall she didnt know i took this photo, she is also playing with one of her grandmas old fashion telephones she love talking into it.

 i love how i caught the ball in the air. i baby sit this boy, he is adorable and so smart for being an almost 3 year old. he impresses me!

 he found a stick and said that he was a NINJA :)

 i love this photo! edited it and i think it look amazing i had to share.

well there are some of my photos i hope you enjoyed.