getting back on track

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY <3

My family, sitting down for our dinner  on valentines day arent we cute!?

MmmMm the dinner i made for Vday :)

Alright this isnt going to suprize very many people but : Jon and I are back together .. again :) and for the final time now, i promise. <3 what can i say relationships are hard, you go through alot when you have been with someone for almost 4 years. Right now its going GREAT!  I love him so much more then i ever have, we are open with each other, we talk about everything, we include each other, we love, we are Finaly able to be a real family, we have TIME for each other. i am not stressed at all. which feels AMAZING. he makes me smile, laugh, and sometimes cry because he is an incredible man and father. I cant wait to marry him some day. i am ready to spend the rest of my life with him. Our past was our past, i think we are BOTH ready to really move forward with our Future :).. on that note...

I HAD ONE OF THE BEST VALENTINES DAYS EVER!!! 

after spending the afternoon with my best friend Megan, and her son Carter at the mall, i stopped by Jon's Mom and Mums and Papa, camille had made them Valentines <3 they loved them. I am so glad that she is able to know them because in my eyes they are wonderful, beside the crazy times i have witness the past few years , but i am really glad i know them :) I was really excited to show his mom the BEAUTIFUL necklace Jon got me! He also sent me some GORGEOUS flowers ( Carnations, my favorite :)) I made him and camille and amazing dinner, we had Shrimp Scampi, with mushrooms, Roasted tomatoes, and beguettes, and sugared mixed berries MmmMmm and we also made Chocolate Raspberry Kiss Martinis it was all so good. after we put camille to sleep it was mommy and daddy time.

i am so thankful to have jon in my life even though we have gone through so much in the past, i now know that being with him is the right choice and he is the right person for me, and i am supposed to be with him. everything feels so right <3

Camille is such an amazing person, and i am so glad that she is my daughter, i am still so impressed with her, she has gone to the bathroom a couple of times on her own with out telling us. her words and sentences are getting stronger and more clear that we know more of what she is talking about :) she is so smart i am very proud of her. Today i was able to put her hair in a PONYTALE she was so cute!!!! I really want to get her into some dance /gymnastic classes soon she LOVES to dance ( we just bought the KINECT for XBOX) she likes to dance while i dance with it , and she has been doing lots of summersolts :) she is such a silly girl.

I have signed up to be an AVON consultent to earn some extra cash, since i dont have a full time job right now.. still looking for a good job that will hire me. I have also applied to KIRKWOOD community college, for the summer classes, i hope i can get in and get going with classes. i want to learn business management, and then eventually get into some type of culinary :)

Not sure what she was doing here but it is a cute face :)

Starting her summersolt ....

and here is the finish :) its so cute to see her do these

Just being her silly self, with her goofy smile.

The flowers from my amazing Valentine <3

Valentines kisses for mommy

Mommy and daughter i love this picture!

Camille and her daddy :)

she loves her daddy, kisses!

Jon and i on valentines day at dinner

I love this man so much :)

My gorgeous necklace jonathan gave to me for Valentines day!

so pretty much i am content and in love with life right now and i am so proud of my family i love them to the ends of the earth and back.

oh yeah, almost for got... I will be 23 years old on sunday :)  ( feb 19th )

well this is all for now TTYL.
- Amanda